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WARNING! CONTAINS COLLEGE/FINANCIAL DRAMA!! PARENTAL GUIDANCE IS STRONGLY ADVISED.

Yeah... I'm so in a pinch right now because I have so many issues specifically with money & school life. ToT I wish I knew some/any way to fix any of it. I want to help my folks who support my study because, seriously... I'm such a huge disappointment to them with failing so much in college, especially when my fees are too expensive... XO I'm so dead. I know it's their responsibility to see me through with my studies & in return I must work hard to meet such expectations of them, but I, knowing my own limitations/stupidities which basically ends up in me failing in school terribly, I realized that, I want to, at least, support myself financially so that I won't need to bother them that much. That way, I won't have to feel as much guilt as having to see my parents work hard but I couldn't even get myself to give them good grades in return as a token of my appreciation. (Studying/Working hard on Schoolwork is the one thing I ain't really fond of...) T________________T I don't know what to do...

I really want to change...!! But, with the way I am... I guess I'll never do. I've been having this same dilemmas since my Secondary level, but I just can't seem to have the guts/resolve to change. I kept on saying things like 'I'll definitely do better next time' or 'I promise I'll study harder', & even 'I'll give it my all to be able to repay my old man with all his hard work for me.' But here I am, gloriously failing at life. Why do I even bother...?

Sorry 'bout that. You don't have to mind me. Just ignore this...

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[link] - My LiveJournal Page
[link] - My GaiaOnline page
[link] - *STAPLE - A FFVII/FFXIII/KHII/WEWY Doujinshi Project
[link] - PETITION FOR RAGNAROK MANWHA TO CONTINUE...
[link] - Spinelquartz's SHOP

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Meh peeps: GO VISIT EM ALL!!

- My brother's DA
- My super-awesome Sempai / MASTER #1
- Sempai's Twin
- My ' PARE ' in school
- Awesome bishie artist / MASTER #2
- Totally cool Friend
- Masta Noypih Ahtist
/ - Super-cute drawings + Awesome gallery

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